..PERJALANAN YANG JAUH..

2012...

2012-01-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

dear blog,..

lama nau dh x tulis kat sini,entahla.. sedih sebenarnya..byk btl kenangan.. kdg2 rasa nk jatuh.. nak putus asa dengan semua yg berlaku..tapi ingt pesan emak tersayang.. semangat naik semula..inilah namanya hidup.. :)

hr ni..seorang housemate @noora dpt pindah ke semenanjung..memanglah sedih, nk pisah ..kita sama2 datang berkelana di negeri org..mudah mudahan noora happy kat tempat yang baru disamping yg tersayang...

dan ak pula di sini,teruskan hidup ..bukan senang hidup di rantau org..tanpa saudara..teman2lah peneman di kala suka dan duka..

hari2 call mak..homesick mungkin juga..tapi yg utama ..mak dah x mcm dulu...perkara yang paling ak takut dlm hidup ak..dan ak tak tahu kalau2 akmampu hadapinya atau x..if mak dah x de.. ya Allah..ak sangat menyayangi ibu ak..tolong ya Allah lindungi ibuku...agar cahaya kegembiraan sentiasa bersama mak...

cuti yg baru ni,.,.ak sempat ziarah kubur ayah.. entah kenapa ak rasa rindu betul pd ayah.. zaman kecik2 dulu, stp kali balik sekolah ak akan pergi kubur ayah dan cium nesan batu (kepala) ayah..ak rindu sangat dengan apak...even 2 thun je ...then balik hr tu..ak duduk di kepala nesan.. ak cium nesan apak..hampir 1 tahun ak x pergi ziarah apak..akhirnya ak pergi..air mata x berhenti-henti mengalir.. apak..kesian mak..kalau apak ada lagi mesti mak happy.. apak,cepat sangat apak pergi tinggalkan ano ..ano nk sgt tgk apak.. mak selalu cter tentang apak.. apak...ano sayang apak..

entahlah bila cter tentang mak n apak..automatik ak sebak..ak tahu jerit perih mak besarkan kami.. kesian mak n apak.. mak..apak..terima kasih atas kasih sayang yang tak ternilai.. i love u so much mak...apak...

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Bulan !0

2011-10-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

salam,
bismillah

last week ..minggu yang sgt letih..maklumlah balik dr induksi..dapat tau mak jatuh..
sedih sangat..

hati tak tenang..apa nak jadi pun kena balik tengok mak.. alhamdulillah pengetua benarkan ambil crk..

then 3rd /10 balik naik air asia..walaupun agak mahal tiketnya tapi manakan terbanding dengan kasih sayang ibu..

tiba di lcct jam 12.30 am..apalgi terus tuju di surau tuk international nye passenger..tido..sementara menunggu hr terang...

jam 6..selepas breakfast terus menuju ke kl sentral dan dr kl sentral ambil klia monorail ke TBS..

then dapat bas jam 8.30 am..shoot balik melaka..x sabar nak jumpa mak..

tiba rumah.. rasa nak menangis tengok mak.. manakan tidak..ibu yang dulunya lincah..kini bertongkat....

ibu yang rancak bercerita kini ingin berehat...mgkin akibat menahan kesakitan...

gugur air mata si anak..melihat ibu yang dulunya gagah solat berdiri..kini duduk solatnya...

air mata ku tahan ... dan birai mata ini mengalir titis halus..sewaktu mak solat.. ak akan duduk di ruangan lain memerhatikannya...dalam hatiku terdetik..Ya Allah... lindungilah ibuku... ya Allah..pelbagai dugaan telah Kau berikan kepada ibuku... berilah dia ruang untuk menikmati hari2 yang akan datang dengan indah...

seminggu bersama ibu di kampung...membuatkan ak berat hati untuk meninggalkannya..masih terngiang2 di telinga ini.. sewaktu salam kuhulurkan ...mak peluk dan cakap.. mak sayang ano...terima kasih balik jaga mak.... Ya Allah.. kuatkanlah kudratku ..semangatku untuk ak memberikan yang terbaik untuk ibuku..sepanjang hayatnya...

ak ingin menjadi anak yang solehah un tuk ibuku...

ibu...
ibu...
terima kasih untuk kasih sayangmu..
untuk semangatmu...
untuk kesungguhanmu...
membesarkan kami dengan ilmu...
Ya Allah..
peliharalah ibuku..
Kurniakanlah kesihatan yangbaik pada nya..

busu anor
semporna
sabah

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..Million smiles..

2011-09-17T10:31:00.002+08:00

bismillah
@ Belmont Marco Polo , Tawau

mula2 rasa malas nk pergi join housemate g tawau.. tapi kalau duk rumah sorang2 mesti melayan perasaan.. baik join diorang..

saje gatal nk duk sorang, so ambillah bilik single with queen size bed..not bad, sgt selesa utk berehat2..dgn kemudahan bath tub .. sgt best..hanya rm113.70 per night.sgt berpatutan. :D

malam td alia bw g mkn steamboat ,Daily Q area tawau ni.. oklah tempatnya..n rm 30 per head. For me its ok..n i`m satisfied with the foods. Then round Tawau, masuk bilik jam dah tunjuk 10.30 pm..solat jamak qasar (taa`khir) ..surf internet n sleep..

jam 4.23am dh bangun..solat subuh , recite al-quran ..doing breakfast n belek2 nota induksi..

830am pi SEri Keningau Restoran , saje je nak hirup angin pg d tawau.. pergi alia hantar.n balik jalan kaki..sangat berbaloi..kedudukan hotel yg sgt strategik..hanya 10 minit jaln kaki dr restoran seri keningau, sbnrnya byk lg restoran yg dekat tp restoran ni yang sesuai dgn tekak kampung i ni.. :)

9.30am g Pasar Gantung, hajat ht nak cr telekung sembahyang, telekung yang ada nnti boleh guna di sekolah.Harga telekung kt sini ,quite ok.Rm 45. Cari anak tudung n beli 2 helai kain batik , buat pakai harian kt rumah.. sgt murah rm 12 ..kalau mak tau ni mesti dia kata, minta tawar lg ..kamu ni semua bnda yg murah..my answer as always ..kesian diorang mak ..sekali sekala...hahhhaha..dlm hati betul juga kata mak.. :P

Oleh kerana hotel ni berhadapan dgn pasar gntung ..lebih kurang 5 minit dh tiba bilik..n now 10.45 am..sedang menulis blog..

seorang sahabat msg, aini ko dh ok? i`m ok..ko ni ok je..padahal ko..hahhha..when i said ok.means ok la dear.. hahaha..Allah knows the best..:D

--- million smiles from me.. :)

“I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own.”

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memory..

2011-09-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

Just want you know.. I never regret. I trust Allah, He knows me better how sincere am I when I was paddling the relation…no one can judge the strong sincerity and devotion towards him. I pray days and nights for this relationship..

Only Allah knows how much I used to love him. No one can give any idea or suggestion because none of you know what was happening…and how I feel…

and now… I must learn one word REDHA… i happy for him..really happy..

The loves comes naturally, and I like it happen naturally, if ontologically it needed to be gone, so just make it gone with the wind… Allah knows the best for us…

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2011-09-13T01:33:00.001+08:00

Dear blog..
Sejujurnya ak happy apabila diberitahu oleh seseorang bahawa 'dia' sudah mempunyai seseorang...ku doakan semoga yg terbaik bersamanya..

Tetapi..kenapa air mata ini perlu mengalir deras di pipi ini..kenapa rasa kesayuan ini tidak mampu ku tahan..hati..cukup2lah..bantulah diriku untuk melupakannya..

Teringat kekecewaannya yg dtg dr jauh ke bumi semporna ini untuk berjumpa dgnku..tapi..ak seakan merasa rendah dr untuk berjumpanya kali ini..walau hakikatnya..hati ini teringin sgt untuk berjumpa dengannya...maafkan sy awk...mungkin dh tertulis di atas sana..saya bukan yang terbaik untuk awk..

Dah x larat nk tampung air mata ni.. Hopefully x bengkak mata ni g sekolah esok..

Kpd yg sudi mmbaca blog ni..hargai apa yang ada sebelum kehilangannya..sebab rasanya terlalu sukar utk d jelaskan..

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...love..

2011-08-23T01:32:00.001+08:00

AS-SSABR.-its mentioned in Quran 95 times and its always have positive connotations...That's why ALLAH said: FASBIR SABRAN JAMEELAA...now i know the essense of it. There is beauty and blissful feeling when you make sabr sincerely. You will still the meaning of happiness despite of the turmoil in your life.

*I thank you Allah that you made me realize the things that I used to love but are not actually good for me.

Spinal Cord Injury Levels - Functionality of C5 Spinal Cord Injury

2011-08-22T16:28:00.002+08:00

bismillah

rasa nak menangis hr ni bila dikhabarkan..kak ngah@ kak ipar sy jatuh dn dimasukkan ke ICU..HUKM pg tadi..sebak hati mendengar sayu suara abang ngah.. sabar ye angah..

lagi sebak apabila diberitahu spinal cord kak ngah hancur patah.. teringat kembali kak ngah pernah bgtau operation sebelum ni , doktor kikis kanser di tengkuk tapi hanya 80% yang dapat dibuang.. dan dr pesan jgn jatuh..tapi takdir Allah siapa yang tahu..moga angah berdua tabah..

mungkin bg ak , kesakitan tu x dapat dirasa,hanya simpati yang mampu diberikan.. dan doa supaya operation seterusnya dapat berjalan lancar..

ketika ini, semua keluarga ku disemenanjung sedang dalam perjalanan menuju HUKM memberi sokongan pd angah berdua.. kuat semangat angah...pahit getir dalam mengharungi hidup ini insyaAllah akan kalian temui juga pengakhiran yang indah dipenghujungnya.. Moga Allah mempermudahkan urusan pembedahan kak ngah..

Ya Allah..jgn Kau ambil lagi mereka yang hampir dengan ku setelah Kau ambil mereka yang terdahulu dari ku... :(

*spinal cord c5 dikedudkan yang berwarna biru..

standard test 2

2011-08-08T12:24:00.002+08:00

bismillah

skrg sedang berjalan UJIAN SETARA 2, sementara menunggu waktu untuk memungut kertas jawapan, jari ni rajin pula untuk mengupload nota SAINS form 2,

Bagi students di bandar, mungkin lebih berpeluang untuk mengakses nota berbanding students di luar bandar, ini kerana kemudahan internet ini masih lagi tidak meluas ke pulau-pulau di semporna ini khasnya.

Banyak kemudahan yang terdapat disekolah bagi membolehkan guru guru mengakses maklumat ,tetapi seringkali alasan demi alasan diberikan . Akhirnya, pelajar-pelajar di luar bandar tidak dapat menikmati kemudahan seperti mana pelajar di bandar .

Pemantauan dr pihak yang berkewajipan amat penting dalam memastikan guru-guru di pedalaman sentiasa maju ke hadapan tanpa prejudis.

Macam dah lari dr topik je.. huhu..so now lets start with our topic today. Chapter 5 -Water and Solutions. (air dan larutan)

Dalam bab ini yang paling penting adalah berkenaan dgn :-

1. Komposisi Air

-Air terdiri dr unsur hidrogen dan oksigen dgn nisbah 2:1
-Hidrolisis - Proses pemecahan molekul air
-Ujian Penentuan Hidrogen dan Oksigen :-
-Hidrogen - Kayu Uji Menyala - Bunyi pop
- Oksigen - Kayu uji berbara - nyalaan bertambah
- Air sebagai pelarut Universal

2. Asid dan Alkali
- Asid mengandungi unsur H+ dan alkali mengandungi unsur OH-
-pH asid kurang dr 7, manakala alkali lebih dari 7
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Heliza helmi-Kau Selamanya HD version

2011-08-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

TEKANAN UDARA

2011-08-03T20:32:00.001+08:00

SCIENCE - FORM2
Air Pressure
AIR PRESSURE The Kinetic theory of gases 1. The kinetic theory of gases states that particles in a matter are always moving or vibrating. Gas particles in a matter are always moving or vibrating. Gas particles in a container collide with each other and with the walls of the container all the time. 2. Air or gases are matter that have particles that move randomly in all directions. Producing air pressure 1. Air has mass. Therefore air has weight. 2. Air has particles that are continually moving and colliding with things on Earth. These collisions produce air pressure. 3. Air presses down on all things in the Earth's surface. The pressure exerted by air is known as air pressure or atmospheric pressure. 4. The features of air pressure are : (a) acts in all direction (b) changes from one place to another (c) decreases the higher you go above ground level. This feature exists because at high place, the amount on air decreases. This explains why the air pressure on the top of a mountain is lower that at the foot of the mountain. Factors that influence air pressure 1. Air is a mixture of gases made up of practicles that move randomly in all directions. 2. Air pressure increases when air is heated. This is because the air particles obtain more energy and collide with the walls of the container more vigorously. 3. When air compressed, air particles collide with the walls of the container more frequently and rhis makes the air pressure increase. 4. The increasing volume of gas in the container increases air pressure. 5. A brief explanation on the factors that influence air pressure in a closed container is given on the next page. APPLYING THE PRINCIPLE OF AIR PRESSURE IN OUR DAILY LIVES 1. There are many tools in everyday life that function based on the principle of air pressure. 2. Below are some tools that depend on air pressure to operate. 3. The principal of air pressure can be used to solve problems in our everyday life such as clearing a clogged pipe using a suction pump and pouring condensed milk from a can. Gas under high pressure 1. When a gas is placed under a sufficiently high pressure or is cooled sufficiently, it condenses and becomes a liquid. 2. The liquid will become a gas again when the pressure is released. 3. This property is used to store gases under high pressure in gas tanks and aerosol cans. Safety measures when using gas under high pressure The following safety measures must be followed when using gases under high pressure. (a) Place the gas tank upright. (b) Keep the gas tank away from heat sources (fire) or sunlight. (c) Light a match forst before turning on the gas. (d) do not store the gas tank in an enclosed space. (e) Do not throw aerosol cans into a fire as they will explode. (f) Turn off the gas supply when you do not need it any longer. (g) Check to ensure that all mgas tubes and connections are tight and do not leak. (h) Used a soap solution to cheak for leaks along gas tubes and connections.

Dowry for graduate teacher RM 50000????

2011-07-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

salam..

terperanjat, tersedak air milo, tengok cter TAKDIR dr you tube ..

scene1
p.p: berapa pihak lelaki willing nk bg
p.l: lebih elok pp yang tetapkan
p.p: bukan niat nk rendahkan pihak lelaki, tp anak perempuan sy cikgu lepasan ijazah
p.l: jd berapa hantarannya
p.p: RM 50000.
p.l : RM 50000??? setuju..

speechlessssssss....

Tafakur - Zikraa

2011-07-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

Mentari Hidup-HaikaL...

2011-07-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Nasyid oleh Inteam : Ku Serah Cinta

2011-07-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

my first.....

2011-06-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

salam
bumi semporna..

cuaca d semporna akhir2 ni tak menentu..sakit kepala..

x de apa nak diupdate hr ni..actually gmbr atas ni.. karikatur me and mak..

thanks mak.. for everything...

..memori along..

2011-06-23T01:47:00.003+08:00

salam..
bumi semporna..

Esok ada hari terbuka sekolah SMK BUGAYA 2, ibubapa semua diwajibkan hadir bagi mengetahui prestasi pelajaran pelajar..

Entah mengapa malam ni, jari jemari ni mengoogle nama abg ku .. yang tinggal di selangor , alhamdulillah akhirnya ku jumpa blog nye..

Seperti biasa ak akan melihat lihat perkembangan ahli keluargaku di fb mereka, maklumlah walaupun phone ada tapi risau juga mengganggu mereka...ku klik pd fb along... satu persatu post di wallnye ku baca,agar x miss satu pun..huhu..ala2 stalker kan? sayang lah katakan...then ku lihat along letakkan link http://along-saracomel.blogspot.com di wallnye..

lantas ,ku klik..dan akhirnya.... lidahku kelu, air mata mengalir laju ... along... teringat zaman susah dulu, tabahnya mak...kasih sayang dan amanah dari Nya..walau sesusah mana pun mak dan apak tetap sekolah dan hantar kami ilmu dunia dan akhirat...

ak tak boleh tulis lagi.. sebak sungguh hati malam ni... mak..apak...along...angah...uda...kak esah..abg sahir..kak leha..kak niah... ano sayang sangat kamu semua..tak dapat ano balas jasa kamu semua....kita sama2 bahagiakan mak.. terima kasih along .... :((

How does adding Salt to water affect its freezing degree??

2011-06-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

salam
bismillah

baru balik dr sekolah, skrg ni br masuk topik 5 ( Water and solutions) . If di sekolah praktikal dulu, murid akan bertanyakan soalan kpd guru tentang perkara yang mereka ragu..tetapi di sini sebaliknya.. soalan ditanyakan oleh guru kepada murid bagi develop diorangnye thinking skill.. setiap hr sy akan pastikan soalan2 sebegini diberikan kpd student , thinking skill sgt lemah.. soalan hr ini ialah ....

bagaimana garam/bendasing mempengaruhi takat didih dan beku air .

the answer is:

Salt lowers the temperature at which water freezes and melts. Pure water,
H2O, freezes (and melts) at 0°C (32°F). But the more "salt" (any elements
or compounds carried by the water in solution, such as Na (sodium), Ca
(calcium), Cl (chloride), and SO4 (sulfate)) in water, the lower its
freezing point. For example, seawater, which has approximately 3500 parts
per million "salt" (including Na, Ca, Cl, SO4, Mg, K, and CO3), will freeze
(and melt) at -2.2°C. A water with extreme salinity such as very salty
lake waters at Death Valley, California (approximately 300,000 parts per
million "salt") may freeze and melt at temperatures as low as -20 - -30°C!
Because salt lowers the freezing point depression, it is added to icy roads
in order to melt the ice.

The reason why salt lowers the freezing temperature of water is a bit more
difficult to explain without discussing more complex chemistry. Basically,
pure water, H2O, is a different substance than salt water, such as NaCl-
H2O. As different substances, they have different chemical properties.
Salt "gets in the way" of the interactions between H and O, making it
harder for the H and O to bond as ice.



that's all.. :)

hemangiopericytoma

2011-06-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hemangiopericytoma

Summary

Hemangiopericytoma is a malignant vascular tumor. The tumor is found most often in the pelvis, proximal femur, vertebrae and humerus but can occur anywhere.

The tumors occur most commonly during the fourth and fifth decade but affect patients age 12 to 90.

Hemangiopericytoma may present with pain or a mass.

Hemangiopericytomas have almost no distinguishing characteristics radiologically.

Complete Information on this Tumor

Introduction and Definition:

Hemangiopericytoma is a malignant vascular tumor that rarely occurs as a primary intraosseous lesion.

Incidence and Demographics:

The tumor is found most often in the pelvis, proximal femur, vertebrae and humerus but can occur anywhere. Hemangiopericytomas occur most commonly during the fourth and fifth decade but affect patients age 12 to 90.

Symptoms and Presentation:

Clinically, hemangiopericytomas may present with pain or a mass. The lesions grow slowly so it may be twenty years before a diagnosis is made.

X-Ray Appearance and Advanced Imaging Findings:

Hemangiopericytomas have almost no distinguishing characteristics radiologically. They may be lytic or cause focal sclerosis or they may have a honeycomb or reticular pattern. They may cause cortical erosion which suggests the presence of a malignancy. CT scan and MRI are not helpful in suggesting a diagnosis but they can help distinguish between benign and malignant lesions and help define the extent of the tumor. Angiography shows spider-like radial branching vessels.

Histopathology findings:

On gross examination, hemangiopericytomas may be well circumscribed and appear grayish white. The appearance is much less hemorrhagic than endothelial tumors. The consistency, like the radiology, is variable and may be solid or spongy, friable or granular. Hemangiopericytoma is a tumor thought to be derived from pericytes. The tumor cells are basophilic spindle shaped mononuclear cells that look like smooth muscle cells. The nuclei are round to oval and homogeneous. The cells have indistinct cytoplasmic borders. The tumor cells do not arise from endothelial cells even though they surround irregular vascular spaces. The branching vascular channels of varying sizes is often described as a "staghorn" pattern. Silver stain highlights the reticulin sheath that surrounds each cell and confirms that the tumor cells are outside the vascular spaces. The fact that the tumors cells do not stain positive for actin suggests that they may have another cell of origin than pericytes.

Treatment Options for this Tumor:

Treatment for primary hemangiopericytoma of bone depends on the grade. Wide surgical resection is performed if possible. The role of chemotherapy and radiation is uncertain at this time, but they may be helpful in high grade or difficult to reach lesions. The higher grade lesions do metastasize to lung

Outcomes of Treatment and Prognosis:

There is a 5 year survival of 75%1 but the long term prognosis is often fair to poor.

Monolog..

2011-06-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

bismillah

hari badan lemah sangat.. tak tahulah kenapa mungkin beban kerja akhir2 ni sgt terasa , kalau dulu smm handle 2 org, now kena buat sorang.. malam2 org semua lena tidur, sy duk berjaga..ikhlaskan hati aini..

br lepas baca news , Perhimpunan BERSIH 2.0.. aduhai..x habis2 , banyak perkara yang lebih berfaedah yang boleh dilakukan, bersyukurlah kita berada di bumi Malaysia, negara yang ke-19 aman di dunia. Alhamdulillah .. Sungguh, setelah melawat dibeberapa buah negara, sungguh Malaysia tetap dihati.

Berbalik kepada BERSIH 2.0, sedih sgt bila teringat kata2 kak ipar sy , sebab BERSIH ni abang kena kerja lebih masa, dan berkawal.. kak ngah tgl rumah sorang.. mungkin ungkapan ini bg org di luar sana biasa , dan mungkin juga ada yang kata dah tanggungjawab abg sy bekerja.. tetapi pd saya ungkapan ini ungkapan luahan hati yang membuatkan hati saya menangis ..sungguh sy setiap kali melihat muka kakak ipar sy ,sy ingin menangis..Ya Allah kuatnya hati kakak iparku ini..tabahkan hatinya... tapi sy kuat diri jgn menangis, beliau sgt kuat semangat..solatnya rapi terjaga, auratnya sentiasa dipelihara..kagumnya saya dgn ketabahannya...

Luahan hati dr seorang isteri yng menghidap kanser ,yang tahu menghargai masa2 yang ada untuk bersama keluarganya... ye. kakak ipar sy penghidap kanser salur darah @haemangiopericytoma, sebelah matanya telah dibuang,dan beliau hidup hanya dgn sebelah mata sahaja... setiap kali sy merasa sukarnya hidup ni..sy akan melihat pd org2 disekeliling sy..sy bersyukur kerana Allah kurniakan sy ibu yang hebat dapat menempuhi segala onak duri dgn senyuman ..Allah kurniakan pula sy abang yang sangat penyayang .. x pernah putus asa untuk mendapatkan rawatan terbaik buat isterinya.

Smile..

2011-06-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

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2011-06-19T20:11:00.004+08:00

bismillah
semporna

I had sleepless night last night...Thinking of all my sins and pray hard that Allah will forgive me, for all the wrongdoings I've done...

Hari ni lepas solat isya` tangan ni laju je nak buka fb, maklumlah dah lama x activate fb, actually dr jumaat dh try activate tapi kena tunggu 24 jam, semalam x de rasa lagi nak tengok fb..tapi hari ni.. hati mcm disuruh2 untuk melihat fb..

Some things you’ll never know and some things you’ll wish you never knew.

[ Eric Williams ]

Then.. bukalah pada satu page ni.. link pd seseorang yg pernah hadir dlm hidup ni .. tersenyum dalam hati..alhamdulillah ..akhirnya dia telah temui seseorang .. Dan saya.. seperti yang pernah saya katakan dulu..

Saya akan sentiasa duduk diam2 di tepi dinding putih itu..sambil mendoakan yang terbaik untuk awak.. Tahniah.. :)

ALLAH knows what is best for us
So why should we complain
We always want the sunshine
But He knows there must be rain.

We always want laughter
and the merriment of cheer
but our heart will lose
their tenderness
If we never shed a tear.

ALLAH tests us often
with suffering and sorrow
He tests us not to punish us
but to help us meet tomorrow.

For growing trees are strenghtened
if they can withstand the storm
and the sharpness of the chisel
gave the marble its grace and form.

ALLAH tests us often
and for every pain
He gives us
provided we are patient
Is followed by rich gain
So whenever we feel that
everything is going wrong

It is just ALLAH'S way to make our spirit strong.

Ku biar kalam berbicara..

2011-03-09T17:44:00.003+08:00

bismillah

salam
busuanor

semporna,sabah.

hampir setahun sy di semporna ,melunaskan tanggungjawab dr yang Esa..

mendidik anak bumi semporna yang sangat dahagakan ilmu dan kasih sayang..

semporna,bumi yg masih kaya dgn kehijauan..sungguh .saya jatuh cinta pd keindahan bumi Allah ini.. subhanallah.. sangat canti lautnya..sangat cantik langitnya..buat saya acapkali merenung ..cantiknya ciptaan Allah ini..

pertama kali diberitahu sy akan di hantar ke semporna,sy sering bertanya kenapa saya yang di hantar ke sini, bukan mereka...menangis apabila diberitahu oleh abang dan emak..

sedihnya hanya Allah yang tahu.. tapi kini saya sedar walaupun semporna terletak di kawasan yang paling timur sabah.. ada kemanisan yang saya perolehi..dan saya mungkin tidak akan jumpa di tempat lain..

sudah lama saya membiarkan blog ini bersawang.. hampir 2 tahun.. bru hari ini diberikan kekuatan semula untuk mencoret memori di laman ini..

insyaAllah..di sini akan sy kongsikan serba sedikit cerita hidup sya yng mungkin suatu hari nnti dibaca oleh generasi warisan saya..anak2 saya..anak2 kalasahanku.. insyaAllah..

dan di sini juga akan saya coretkan memori kehidupan saya di semporna untuk tatapan adik2 yang baru diposting ke sabah..jgn gentar atau takut jika ditempatkan disemporna..

suatu ketika dulu semasa menunggu untuk di postingkan..acap kali selepas solat sy berdoa Allah tempatkan saya di tempat yang terbaik untuk saya... Nah.. apa lagi yang perlu sy risaukan..saya perlu yakin janji Allah..pilihan Allah..inilah pilihan yang Allah tetapkan pd saya..

dear blog.. berehat dulu..insyaAllah kalam ini akan menari semula di suatu masa nnti ..

Maa's salamah.. :)

Don`t qUIT..

2009-12-18T06:43:00.001+08:00

Don’t Quit Poem
by anonymous

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest! if you must; but don’t you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don’t give up, though the pace seems slow;
You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor’s cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit;
It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit.

ya Allah, please forgive me for the wrong i’ve done ya Allah, give me another chance to prove that i can pass please guide me and protect me along the straight path and i know that i can make it,..=(